so after yesterday's revelation regarding my heart, i had a dream that same night. i haven't had a dream in ages so this dream seems so relevant. i pulled an alligator out from under my bed. i'm taking that as i'm making some progress spiritually.

i'm going to look for a job today. i figure i'll spend an hour looking at job postings and then i'll clean for another couple of hours. why? because i deserve to work a job that i like. also, i deserve to live in a clean space. :)

paradigm shift 2019.