i forgot to take the melatonin the other night and i woke up at 3:30am and was up for a couple of hours. i take it last night and tossed and turned the whole night. i didn't sleep well at all. i need to stay off of social media. the more i see it's like turning a page in Animal Farm. i'm assuming that's keeping me up at night. that and being self-quarantined until june/july.

today is my friend's birthday. she's in NY and think she has covid19. her symptoms aren't serious enough for them to test so they are telling her to self-quarantine. i've been calling to check on her and pray. today her symptoms are better. her doc thinks that it's a good sign especially since she has lupus.

i'm pre-gaming at the moment. ate half my weed brownie. i'm hoping to relax a bit. the rona is quite stressful. i've put on quite a bit of weight on vacation/self-quarantine. i'm so uncomfortable. i think that in the morning i'll spend time with God, do some yoga, grab some sushi and some type of birthday dessert somewhere. it's probably safer to get some mochi with the sushi for dessert. that's what i'll do. a one stop shop.

i'm watching kim's convenience on netflix. good show. i'm getting sleepy now so i'll head to bed. i'm starting to get the munchies but i'm going to head to bed instead. i want chips so bad. i have popcorn but i don't want to make the effort.

tomorrow is 44.