i've been thinking about 'A' lately and honestly, i'm ok. i keep replaying conversations with him that we've never had. there are some things that i think he should know. hopefully, i'll get the opportunity to tell him one day. i'm truly ok with what we are and never will be. i dodged a bullet and a court case. just thought.

i'm cleaning my house to help with the depression. i've cleaned my office. i need to clean out the downstairs bathroom sink but it's not imperative that i take care of it immediately. next i need to focus on my room and the kitchen. i'll work on the garage after i work in the yard over the weekend.

i feel like reading and writing. i have a creative urge to make something profound. i need an avenue to release it.

i don't wanna go to work tomorrow.

i miss talking. i want to talk to a guy but i guess i'll go clean instead. cleaning is more important.