Friday, Sept. 13, 2024, 7:30 PM
It's been a long few months since my last every and so much has happened.
My dad died due to the negligence of the faculty he was living in a couple of months ago. i have been a mess ever since.
I think I've entered in a bit of a depression as I don't want to do anything.
I don't know why I'm in like this. Thankfully I speak to my therapist tomorrow. Hopefully she'll be able to help me.
I pray but I long for death myself. I feel guilty for thinking it then I repent because everything could be worse. People are watching themselves die with various diseases and ailments. Here I am not able to handle a parent dying.
I want to write so much more but I didn't have it in me.
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